Wow...

OH GOD.
I has been donkey years since i last blogged.
Doubt anyone would actually know this blog other than myself!

I'm going BKK next month and im so excited abt it.
First time taking the plane and oh-god i know im kuku
BUT
pls dun laugh!

Reading back the posts that i posted many years before really made me recalled bk alot of memories.
Be it good or bad.
Time really flies and i doubt i could really catch-up with them.

Alright, i will end this post with lots of love.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Fuck you.

Fuck those fuckers seriously.

SHUT the fuck up if you fucking dun know whats happening.

Dun go around fucking bullshit

SHAME on you!

You dun have looks.

You act like you so classy, so fucking high ended.

BUT you're FUCKING not.

Call yourself a PUSSY!

Screw it!

I dun know why is it.

I gets moody for no reason, i gets fed up for no fucking reason too!

To put it in a simple way, my attuitude sucks terribly.

I didnt know why i acted this way too.

I didnt mean to and i hurt someone so good to me.

Aww... Screw it!

Im sincerely sorry!

I thought i know it well,

but i guess i know nuts about it.

Im really helpless.

I need a direction too!!

To somewhere where i can see the future with!!

Is it so hard??

DAMM FUCKING MOODY.

SUPER PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF,

YES MYSELF!!!

Random

People ask me to remove my previous blog entry.

haha.

cos the someone is gulity!!!!

Whatever it is.

I wouldnt say anythin to anyone.

I'll just keep my mouth SHUT and act like i didnt know anything!

HAHA!

I've been enjoying myself lately.

Due to the fact that i had alot of friends helping me in projects and all.

Made my life easily!

IF not KILL ME THEN!

.......Disappointed!

I have no where to turn to.. thats why i am here

to a blog which nobody knows abt the address to vent my anger on.

HE did that again....LIER!

i am near to death.. the pain took control of myself.

I lost the grip to carry on with all these!

Why why why?

Why should i trust him so much and he betray me again and again.

When people told me he might be lieing but i always shield him.

WHY?

Why am i so stupid?

I really dunno.

Perharps he knew my weakness.

He knew i love him.

So what is love without the basic?

All those trust, honesty and devotation?

Have i not done it enough?

Why?

Do u ever think of putting myself in ur shoes?

Im seriously DAMM HURT!

The day we've been tgt.. you promise u wouldnt make me shed a tear,

and you wouldnt do anythin wrong behind my back!

BUT now, u make me the lousiest person in this earth.

The tears i shedded are countless....

I do hope and wanted to forget everythin..

but everythin when my trust is back with you... u broke it again!

I cant make myself to trust you again.

I never know how many promises you're going to break!

You're SELFISH.

Just because you're bored- the reason for all these?

Den what abt myself?

Having nobody on the weekdays.

Waiting every friday night just for you to book out and you only came so late.

Every Sat, how i wish we could go out to do somethin meaningful.. like going east coast to cycle, rollar blade just the both of us.

BUT, you've got soccer and once you got home and rather...hais than meet me out.

And on sat we end up meeting at 8 plus 9?

Whenever we're out with your bunch of friends, you never care whether am i tired or not.

All you care is yourself, whether have you had enough fun.

You're not mature to think at all.

Now even if you are telling me that u're making a trip down to hougang mall,

thousands of things are running ard in my mind.

Thinking whether are you lieing again?

You make me paraniod.

U drive me to insane.

Im tired.

Helpless...

How i wish the you i knew in 2007 just come back now.

New Addiction!!

OMG.

I'm so @!$%#^ in LOVE with this Jill Stuart Blusher Set.

I love the shade in Baby Blush!

And it's not retailing in Singapore lor~

And i found it selling online,

at the price of SGD $88!!

Very very EXPENSIVE!

But i still wan to buy it!!!

Who wans to sponsor me??? =))))

SNOWNO DARLING!!!

today i went online.
But to my suprise.. my gf snowno also online.
OMG i cant tell u guys how much i miss her!
REALLY!

I REALLY miss her.
If BF n HER to let me choose one, i'll rather choose HER!!

We are very close during the times in Singapore schooling.
Even now we're apart but i believe that our friendship never die~

We everytime do stupid things tgt
We drink at esplanade tgt until i drunk
We always go Party World to sing
We always go shirley's shop to play and work for her for fun
we make up and take photos for one another
we loves to go bugis and far east to shopshop
When i work at KBOX, you always come and we'll play till v late den go home
We go for pepper lunch tgt
We go sentosa with tht shirley
We also everytime meet out for dinner at compass point ar, hougang point ar !
the hello kitty purse u buy for me i still keep it

everytime when i look at out pictures we've taken tgt,
my tears will drop becos i'll miss the times we spend tgt!

i wonder when will i see you and hug u tight again.............