Everything is FINE!

i admit i did try to ignore you at first.

that's becos i didnt know how to face you.
how to reply your messages and answer your calls.
It wasnt your fault.
Please don't blame yourself for that.
And i have alrdy get over it.
NOT AVOIDING you anymore!
SO DUN keep putting the blame on yourself.


Put the past behind us.
Cos we've got a long way to go.

Hold my hands tight and promise not to let go.
I'll be contented enough.
Don't worry, after this incident my love for you is still the same.
TREAT ME BETTER AR.
if not i'm going CHOP OFF your HEAD!


Sweetie i love you. =)

ROLL on floor LAUGHING!

boyfriend came to look for me ytd night.

He didnt sleep for the one WHOLE day!
He still came over my place and keep me company.
slacked ard play a fool till 11 plus.
we walk to point kopitiam and bought tao suan.

his 3 emotions.
HAPPY, NOT HAPPY, KE SIAO!


The tao suan was HOT.
So he blow it cool for me.
I did saw alot of his saliva went into that spoonful of tao suan.
but i still ate it cos i see him so xin ku.
zhen shi nan wei wo le
*shake head, shake head* =P

There he is trying to feed me with that many of his SALIVA spoonful of tao suan!
that must be some spells.
like after i eat it, i will listen to him..
no wonder no wonder..

Here i am presenting you the STAR of the day..
"QI YUE GE TAI"
HE is MISS BOON.
You should know wat i MEAN!

i shouldnt have exchange my contact with my pri sch mate.
i didnt know he would call to ask me out.
I'm SORRY!

First visit to SHATEC!

boyfriend morning call me at 8.15am.
wake me up cos i need to go for registration at shatec.
bath and dressed up.
train-ed to bukit botak myself.
met shirley there at 10.30am.
walk to shatec and went in to register.
i paid $50 for registration fee and i also had an interview with the trainer.
he asked me stupid qns.
" why you wanna join this course" , " what's your strength and weaknesses" and more.
i gave my best on the interview.
and of course i hope i can make it!
BLESS ME!

thanks for that morning call.
i know u stay up all the way till 8.15am to wake me up
cos you scare if u fall asleep u cant wake me up alrdy.
iloveyou*
muacks~
just wanna let you know money is not impt. dun get so stress up because of money.
cos i wan you to be stress free and led a happy life together with ME.
nothin matters to me except YOU, my family and friends.
SWEETIE, you means alot to me! =)

ONE month anniversary!

25/03/07

a day to commemorate.
that's me and bibi's one month anniversary.
time flies.
so fast and one month has pass and we've been tgt for a month.
the time we've spent together was really GREAT!
All the happiness and unhappiness we SHARE, i'll never forget!
nothin do us apart.
COS i know i do LOVE you alot alot.
I know it's mushy but bear with me ya.

it's BIBI and ME!
the LOVE chemistry in US.

i did something for BIBI.
a bottle of saga seeds with "ILOVEYOU" written on every seed.
I really hope you like it.
its a bit childish BUT cannot blame me cos u always say i'm like a KID!
>.<

the bottle of LOVE saga seeds.

At last, i just wanna let you know I love you!
Dun worry, i'm yours and will always stay by you.
Even if you go for army i'll wait.
TRUST me!
loves loves loves. =D

SATURDAY FEVER!

SATURDAY!

meet yang zi, siewling and aizhen 2pm at hougang mall.
went to get some fruits, food and ice cream and went to out LAO DA's place.
took 87 and walk a long way before reaching the destination.
sweaty sweaty*

it's me . loves myself too much!


LAO DA went to prepare cooking for us. WE sat there doing nothin but watched television programme and take photos.

FOOD is ready!

the long time awaits.
Finally~

There's potato, Chicken and soup with super many many things inside.

Starting picking up our chopsick and eat.
even thought we wasnt really hungry yet cos it was like 5 plus still early for dinner!

it's LAO DA and aizhen in a daze.

it's yang zi and LAO DA eating away.

After dinner, we had cookie and cream ice cream!
Yummy~ thumps up!
Den we went downstair for a walk till 9 plus we went back.


WEnt back hougang mall to meet boyfriend and co.
den went to cine.
caught MR.BEAN!
it was BLOODY HELL FUNNY!
i was laughing like hell and kept scolding " F***"
i think my boyfriend cant stand me!
Never watch comedy with boyfriend cos it really tarnish your reputation.
Catch NIJIA after MR.BEAN
two movies in a row!
GOSH GOSH!
I couldnt stand it. I fall asleep in the comfort of his arms.

After movies.
it's was like alrdy 5 plus 6.
We took train to hougang 805 and have our breakfast.
went plaza and they have 2 rounds of pools.
some went home.
left xiaoba, boyfriend and me.
we took 153 to TPY shuang lin shi monstuary to pray pray.
i prayed tai sui and kong zi.
xiao ba & boyfriend prayed tai sui.
after that we went to another temple.
walk ard saw a shop selling those pray pray de bracelet.
boyfriend bought me one pink crystal beads bracelet.
it represent studies and like ren yuan.


boyfriend bought one too.. it's called hu yan.
it is to prevent troubles and wealth invades.
He bought one for his mummy and my mummy!
He's a fillial guy~
CAB home.
went point to buy 4d
LUNCH-ED
HOME SWEET HOME!

The Final Decision!

i am going to SHATEC.
i am taking the course for either dipolma for hotel mangement
or dipolma for tourism mangement.
i am still considering~
going for registration on monday and have to go through a interview.
den i have to wait a week for the letter to see whether i got in a not!

hope everything goes smoothly for me!
and and and tommrow morning i chopchop must go pray pray first.

i'm touched ok.
cos my dad forked out that large sum of money for my education.
my mum was like nagging asking me when i work next time i must pay my dad back that sum of money.
but wat my dad say was.. no need!
cos he doesnt want to add on stress for me.
he just wanted me to complete my studies without any burden.
*tears tears*

i must really STUDY HARD!
=)

Should i or should i not?

I might be schooling at SHATEC
this YEAR!
>.<


it isnt CHEAP!

STRESS up!

tonight no work

staying at home to rest.
catching MR BEAN's Holiday tommrow with boyfriend and friends!
think i will be rolling on floor laughing.
the preview i alrdy laughing away like a madwoman!

i'm so stress up over some issues of things.
education.
work and some cousin related problems.
thus, may get moody at times.

FOR EDUCATION!
1st. i must settle my education things first.
whether to retake as a private O and while retaking i work.
or
2nd. Work for this whole yr until next yr i get place in higher nitec in admin or accounting.


FOR WORK
1st. continue my current job while i look out for jobs outside until i get one that i'm satisfied with.
2nd. BUT what should i work as.. I'm choosy! =.="


FOR COUSIN RELATED ISSUE
Well, for this i will try my best to help her settle her problem.. regardless of money and time she needs from me. I'll try my best to help her!


I hate growing up!
We've got to face problems after problems.
And i hate PROBLEMS.
i wan a peaceful life.

GOD BLESS AH JOYCE HOR
BO BI BO BI!

the LOVE between US!

okok. everything was going really unsmoothly for me.

especially for my studies.

i really need to go pray pray.

haha.

i think i would be working this year and starting school next year.

i know it isn't a good choice but i really have to make do with it.

put the sad things aside.

i played with my W850i.

a real nice and good phone hor..

same as my boyfriend who bought it after i bought it.

me with my beloved W850i.

this was like last sunday.

when he was at my place.

lyin so comfortably on my bed and so i snap it down using 2 W850i

nice?

it's artistic. maybe the photo may look abit act cute.

bleah. =P

boyfriend knew i was feeling low these few days.

so he did this something to cheer me up

haha.

he say it looks ugly but it's the thoughts that counts ya?

i'll forgive him den.

aleast he's sweet. =)

i still remember the first time we tok.

the first time we laugh tgt while u played that shan hai tan music.

first time u smile and say HI to me.

the ever first sms u sent to me.

all was just so so so unforgettable.

everything was so unpredictable and i never knew we could be together.

but now we are tgt.

that's really FATE!

the first ever photo we took tgt.

it's was at hougang plaza.

that was also when we had our first talk tgt with only just the 2 of us.

and and and i remember you offered me your ZEBRA jacket.

it was just so sweet. melt my heart! =)

this was the 1st neo-card we took tgt.

i admit i do look old in this picture.

hope it's only in this pic. =P

i love my boyfriend.

he's thoughtful, tedious, caring, sensetive to my feelings, loving, sweet and on and on.

ONE word.. GREAT!

HE's mine. =D

Wat a "LAME" Boyfriend I have. =.=

caught haunted hse with bf and friends at 2am.

the show was lame.

i was laughing away.

fancy watchin a ghost movie laughing away.

ppl thinks i'm nuts.

there's a twist in the storyline.

was totally unexpected.

BIBI and me.

went playing pool before movie.

bf and hee^ xiang.

that's my bf trying to act like a PRO.

had pasta mania before movie and was real FULL.
After movie. SLACK.
went shaw hse mac for mac breakfast.


it's him. dunno wat's his hands doing down there.
maybe you can call/msn/email/ ask him personally wat's he actually doing.
=P


i bet he LOVES singtel MORE than he LOVES me.
everywhere he goes, singtel is by him.


OKOK~

Two funniest pictures of the day.

=)

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He's trying to act like a macho man but failed to.

and and and..
he's unfaithful to me.

look wats his hands doing.

i think he's enjoying himself with that poster gal.

he told me that was actually his passion.

oh my. *faint*

i was DEAD BEAT.

train-ed to YCK mrt station and took 72 back.

BF sent me home. =)

LOVEs you. muacks.

I'm late again.

I fall asleep until like 11 plus.

was late to support nick's BB competition.
sorry.
i bath and rush down and by the time i reached the match ended.
waited for nick at the void deck.
took out my phone and started cam-whoring.

it's yangzi darling and me.

aww.. so sweet.
we do look like couple.. don't we?

had lunch at hg mall long john.
den went to harvey norman.
i was wearing this jersey with my name printed on the back.
and that's this 2 guys who teased me.
kept calling my name. =.=
i igorned and walked away.
and still my friends didnt help but kept lauging away.
went up to arcade awhile cos yz wanna play.
saw boon's sister.
must be spy sent by ngBOONHONG!!
LOL~
BUT i like it! =P

Bus-ed to ave 8 cos yz wanted to get durian but there weren't any.
bought SEVENTEEN.
Home Sweet Home.

this photo is taken last week. edited by brenda.
i found it nice so i post it here.

brenda & me.

i'm catching haunted school tonight.

yippie! =)

Our ring, our Promises.

This was the couple ring that he bought.
was damm sweet hor.
it fits me perfectly. =)

the couple ring.

i know i'm stupid.

i didnt mean to ask you the questions over and over again.

but i just wanna know more.
i couldnt stop myself from asking you more questions.
sorry if i've made u felt uncomfortable in a way or another.

I'll try not to again.



LOVE is blind.
If i choose you, that means that's something in yoO that really attracted me.
your honesty, sincerity and your love to me.
it proves all.

Sweetie, i know you are trying to quit smoking. i'm touched.
jia you! =)
muacks*

SENTOSA!

Met snowno and shirley at 12 plus.
went point sakae sushi for lunch. it was a treat from shirley.

I was looking at something when snowno just snap it. diaoz =.="

We bus-ed to hougang mrt and train-ed to habourfront.
took the shuttle bus into sentosa n change blue line to siloso beach.

the view of the sky on the way to sentosa.

when we're finally reaching.

Alighted.
First thing was to get drinks. my favourite strawberry fields smoothies.
yummy!
shiok~

Settled at a spot.
den started to take pics. sun was just too bright, we could barely open our eyes.

shirley and me.

snowno laogong and me.

snowno asked me to stand there and she would come out with real artistic pic of me.
but.. the result was.. diaoz!

this was the so called " artistic photo"

was looking at hp and they snap shot it down. turn out pretty nice.
=)

it was me emo-ing when shirley took my hp and take it down. nice too right. GOOD HAIR day too!

the sun was real scorching.
i was a lil tanned.

play a fool ard and bath at 6 plus.

a pic of me before bathing. =]

Enjoy myself alot alot alot.. BUT bibi while i'm enjoying i didnt forget all abt yoO.

I specially did this for you. hope u like it. =P

Because there wasn't any rose petals. haha.

so i posed with it twice to brighten up the picture.
BUT the pics of me with it doesnt turn out nice but who cares.
it's thoughts that counts. =)

hope u like it ya?

Cabbed back.
Ate.
Home Sweet Home.

LALA land.
=)

A UNFORGETTABLE DAY.

12th march was a big day for me. Cos i turned 18. finally.

On the 11th
met yang zi, siewling, geok, aizhen and nick first cos the others have to work before joining us.
went to plaza sing to have our dinner and then we proceed to cine and went to KBOX.
9 person in total for the KBOX session.
Started to sing and sing..

It's me engross in singing.

Me drinking COKE .

At ard 10. khim, veron and hui xian came. Sang till abt 11 45, khim dragged me to ladies with her. she even ask me to go up check wat bla bla things with her where i find it weird. Then 12 sharp, i went bk to the KBOX and the cake with lighted candles awaits my arrival. Make 3 wishes and i blew the candles off.

with yang zi

with veron.

with siewling.

with aizhen.

wth huixian.

with khim.

with nick.

with my strong strong yang zi darling again.

then yang zi told me boon called. so i called him back and he ask me to go check movies timing for him. I didnt suspect anythin so just gong gong go check. On phone with him when he suddenly appear behind me. so damm surprise la. v touched. He bought me a necklace and he put it on for me. its a necklace with his name engraved on it and he got the simliar one with my name engraved on it. so sweet.

this is it. nice hor.

After that, he went off cos i was with friends. so sorry never accompany yoO.
Sang K till 3am. Walk to somewhere at PS to have something den walk all the way bk to serangoon and took 109 .
Home Sweet Home.

On the 12th. Met bibi at4 he came to fetch me. went his place cos he cooked mee sua for me. V thoughful of him. cos he say its his first time cooking it. abit O bit la.. But i still like it alot.

Den he ask me go check friendster so i went into his room sat there click on the internet icon and when i was just abt to type i saw a bouquet of roses and a card on the keyboard.
i was damm stupid to reliase it so late.
lights was not on thus v dark hor.
was surprise again and very pai say. cos his family at home.
his mum wish me happy bdae too.

this is the bouquet of roses.

Went to amk centre first cos i wanted to get W850i. a bdae present from daddy.
loves daddy to bits.
After buying, we went to apollo centre de lao di fang restraunt for dinner.
The food was not bad. =)
then, i went to the ladies and when i went bk n sat down i heard "happy bdae" music la.
but didnt think so much.
the waitress carry the cake over when i was totally unaware of.
AGAIN surprise and ps cos other tables were looking.
made the same 3 wishes again and blew off the candles.

this is the cake with candles.

The wordings on the biscuit.

it's me with the cake. bibi took de.

it's bibi with the cake. i took de.

after dinner went to bugis and shop awhile and den was suppose to go east coast but never go cos i know HE was tired la..
went to the garden near my hse and sat down chit chat awhile.
he asked me to turned to another direction cos he say got something to give me.
it's a couple ring.
was damm romantic hor. =P

everythin was just so fairytale. yoO are simply too sweet. i really really like everything U did for me.
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT.
thanks again for making that night so memorable, wonderful and unforgettable.
muacks muacks.