i know many things has changed since we left moduslink.
we quarrel so many times.
and u told me i wasnt as obedient as before.
and u never felt cherish by me.
i'm sorry to let u feel this way.
maybe it's the new environment we're in and those stress i'm undergoing.
or perharps because during the moduslink days, we had more time for each other.
unlike now. it's like such a hectic week.
so the private time we spent tgt is getting so much lesser than before.
thus making u felt so uncertain of many things.
the time we had now is only the time we worked
and the 30 mins walk from plaza and bk to my hse.
we are also lacking of in communication.
like me hiding things from u to prevent u from worrying
and you hiding things from me as not to let me think too much.
which was totally not recommended in a healthy relationship!
i hope after the conversation we had just now can solve all problems in us.
putting the past behind us.
cos we still have a long long way to go.
the days i wish to walk down the church with you
and saying "i do" and exchanging rings.
then fullfilling my dream to be a mum.
the promise of our love.
and also the promise of my love to you!
Lastly, i would like to say thanks for always giving me endless support, care, concern and love whenever i'm feeling low.
AND
for not giving up on me, cos i know u bellieve in me!
SORRY for everything that i've done wrong.
we quarrel so many times.
and u told me i wasnt as obedient as before.
and u never felt cherish by me.
i'm sorry to let u feel this way.
maybe it's the new environment we're in and those stress i'm undergoing.
or perharps because during the moduslink days, we had more time for each other.
unlike now. it's like such a hectic week.
so the private time we spent tgt is getting so much lesser than before.
thus making u felt so uncertain of many things.
the time we had now is only the time we worked
and the 30 mins walk from plaza and bk to my hse.
we are also lacking of in communication.
like me hiding things from u to prevent u from worrying
and you hiding things from me as not to let me think too much.
which was totally not recommended in a healthy relationship!
i hope after the conversation we had just now can solve all problems in us.
putting the past behind us.
cos we still have a long long way to go.
the days i wish to walk down the church with you
and saying "i do" and exchanging rings.
then fullfilling my dream to be a mum.
the promise of our love.
and also the promise of my love to you!
Lastly, i would like to say thanks for always giving me endless support, care, concern and love whenever i'm feeling low.
AND
for not giving up on me, cos i know u bellieve in me!
SORRY for everything that i've done wrong.
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