14 DEC - ARMY for HIM

14th Dec.
Is the Day he's going in to the ARMY.
I so wanted to send him there..
But all my fault, i went for late study and next morning i woke up with fever and bodyache.
I woke him up at 7am.
He reached there at 8 plus but went to the wrong camp.
But still managed to report on time.

Kept sms-ing him.
Just hope tht he can adapt to the life there...
His sister called me, she say i was left with only a min before he goes in for briefing.
I talked to him.
This was the ever first so precious conversation we had.
Though it was SHORT but it was as SWEET.

My tears just rolled down.
Miss him a lot...
Recieved the first sms after he was grounded for using phone.
it was at 2.43pm.
I was very very surprised cos i thought the next time
he can use the phone might be ard 8 plus 9.
He's now BOTAK.

Should i not brood over the past and wrongs he had done and forgive him?
OR
Should i just treat him like a friend?

The problem this time is really so hard to FORGIVE.
Its real hard.
its easier said than done.

Time will tell the ANSWER...........