I have no where to turn to.. thats why i am here
to a blog which nobody knows abt the address to vent my anger on.
HE did that again....LIER!
i am near to death.. the pain took control of myself.
I lost the grip to carry on with all these!
Why why why?
Why should i trust him so much and he betray me again and again.
When people told me he might be lieing but i always shield him.
WHY?
Why am i so stupid?
I really dunno.
Perharps he knew my weakness.
He knew i love him.
So what is love without the basic?
All those trust, honesty and devotation?
Have i not done it enough?
Why?
Do u ever think of putting myself in ur shoes?
Im seriously DAMM HURT!
The day we've been tgt.. you promise u wouldnt make me shed a tear,
and you wouldnt do anythin wrong behind my back!
BUT now, u make me the lousiest person in this earth.
The tears i shedded are countless....
I do hope and wanted to forget everythin..
but everythin when my trust is back with you... u broke it again!
I cant make myself to trust you again.
I never know how many promises you're going to break!
You're SELFISH.
Just because you're bored- the reason for all these?
Den what abt myself?
Having nobody on the weekdays.
Waiting every friday night just for you to book out and you only came so late.
Every Sat, how i wish we could go out to do somethin meaningful.. like going east coast to cycle, rollar blade just the both of us.
BUT, you've got soccer and once you got home and rather...hais than meet me out.
And on sat we end up meeting at 8 plus 9?
Whenever we're out with your bunch of friends, you never care whether am i tired or not.
All you care is yourself, whether have you had enough fun.
You're not mature to think at all.
Now even if you are telling me that u're making a trip down to hougang mall,
thousands of things are running ard in my mind.
Thinking whether are you lieing again?
You make me paraniod.
U drive me to insane.
Im tired.
Helpless...
How i wish the you i knew in 2007 just come back now.
