The words from the bottom of my HEART!

i know many things has changed since we left moduslink.
we quarrel so many times.
and u told me i wasnt as obedient as before.
and u never felt cherish by me.
i'm sorry to let u feel this way.

maybe it's the new environment we're in and those stress i'm undergoing.
or perharps because during the moduslink days, we had more time for each other.
unlike now. it's like such a hectic week.
so the private time we spent tgt is getting so much lesser than before.
thus making u felt so uncertain of many things.
the time we had now is only the time we worked
and the 30 mins walk from plaza and bk to my hse.
we are also lacking of in communication.
like me hiding things from u to prevent u from worrying
and you hiding things from me as not to let me think too much.
which was totally not recommended in a healthy relationship!

i hope after the conversation we had just now can solve all problems in us.
putting the past behind us.
cos we still have a long long way to go.
the days i wish to walk down the church with you
and saying "i do" and exchanging rings.
then fullfilling my dream to be a mum.
the promise of our love.
and also the promise of my love to you!


Lastly, i would like to say thanks for always giving me endless support, care, concern and love whenever i'm feeling low.
AND
for not giving up on me, cos i know u bellieve in me!
SORRY for everything that i've done wrong.

SHIT it!

having a super headache.
dunno why.
no mood to do anything.
my head is like going to burst any moment.
very vexed lor.

super mood swing today.
dun ask why.
cos i didnt know why either.
perharps its PMS acting on me.
ARGH!!!

SHIT it!

having a super headache.
dunno why.
no mood to so anything.
my head is like going to burst any moment.
very vexed lor.

super mood swing today.
dun ask why.
cos i didnt know why either.
perharps its PMS acting on me.
ARGH!!!

TRUE TRUE!!!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I miss U GUYS super lots.

today off and ytd took unpaid leave.
shiok!
Gugu's big day is approaching next week.
so fast.
i gonna be sister lor.
seeing her blissful i'm also happy for her.

trying on the black dress.
simple yet elegant.
=)

how i wish i am the one getting married.
years later, with my kids surrounding me.
awww.. just so wonderful.


Today was my off day so i met yang zi and out clinqe of friends for a simple dinner.
those never ending topics and gossips.
haha.
i love them.
sucha a long time since we last had such a long conversation.

anw, i saw a can of pokka espresso at the vending machine.
so i bought it.
taste very nice and the aroma of the coffee is like OMG.
the packaging also very nice.

U see u see..
never bluff you lor...

peepos.
i'm schooling real soon.
which is like very excited.
i've gonna meet alot of new ppl.
but non-schooling life is so STRESS-FREE!
i'm gonna miss those days.
very soon, u will be seeing me mugging with books and giving u those FED-up attitude.
haha. =)

OFF-day on a SUNDAY!

last sunday was Mother's Day.
I purposely took off just to go down my wai po's hse.
to meet up with my cousins.
so long since we last met.

a photo of my wai po, da yi ma, my mum and the 3 lil monsters.

the "ESPLANADE" strawberry cake.

shirley and me when we are zi-lian-ing!
did i grew any fatter???
tag me!!


ful body length requested by SHIRLEY.
do i look FAT?? do i???

after dinner at wai po's hse.
xiao di dove us to orchard and i meet my hubby there.
i shop ard at isetan and bought a pokka dots tube.
it's sweet ok!
Then went to far east bibi bought me spag tee there and a top at cine.
i ASKED him not to pay!!!

Then met hubby's friends for movie.
SPIDER MAN 3!

this is my hubby when he's real bored and nothin better to do!!
*shake head plus close eyes*

that movies sucks big time!!
not nice at all.
i was slping all the way until the last 15 mins when teh show ends.
den cabbed to plaza.
my laopo played pool den i snapped this when he was sitting on my lap.

this is my new fringe la..
tel me i look younger pls!
haha =)

=)

cut my fringe short at vamp.
cost me bloody 39 bucks!
HELL~
but it turn out all right.

pictures to be upload maybe tommrow.
PROMISE.
PPL i miss u all!
so long never hang out tgt le..
study de study, working de working.
ALL SO BUSY!!

Anw, i think i've grown a bit fatter.
but my bf dun mind.
so forget abt dieting.
i'm sick of it!

Another boring off day~

off today.
so went to amk and caught 200 pounds beauty.
was super touching!
i cried till my eyes were sore.
dun laugh.
cos it's real touching.

after movie.
when to packet food for KBOX staffs.
den sang K till 1 plus.
dad came and pick me up!
i'm in love with the song called " MARIA"
in the 200 pounds beauty de movie song!
someone send it to MEE!!!

anw, getting pay soon but guess it soon gonna be use up!
all those weddings and stuff.
pain in my ass.
gonna get white dress for the morning and black for the dinner in the evening.
three weddings dinner to attend in JUNE!!

i still wanna buy my school books, skirts, shirt and shoe my own!
plus the medical check up!
so wish that i am a MILLIONAIRE!!
nvm.